Imposter syndrome is something many creatives know well—the quiet voice insisting you’re not good enough or not a “real” artist. If you’ve ever felt that way, this story may sound familiar.
The Childhood Dream
As a child, I always wanted to be an artist. My mum often drew pencil portraits of my brother and me, capturing our childhood in soft, expressive lines. Watching her create felt magical. Soon I was sketching everything I saw, imagining myself as an adult living in Southern France with a paintbrush in hand, creating work like Monet or Seurat.
The Art School Plot Twist
University should have been the dream, and in many ways it was. I loved exploring every medium—mixed media, photography, printing. But trying everything made it hard to refine my craft. While others specialised, I struggled to find my direction. Preparing for the degree show became overwhelming. I scraped through, but my confidence took a hit, and the dream of being an artist faded.
A Creative Life on the Side
I stayed creative in small ways: making handmade cards, sketching for fun, and writing late‑night poetry. A close friend always introduced me as “an artist,” but I’d correct her and say I was a social worker. Creativity became a side note, although I always had a camera with me.
Finding My Way Back Through Photography
It was photography that reconnected me to my creative side. Joining a local photography society, full of experienced members and formal competitions, helped rebuild my confidence. Doing well in some of those competitions slowly softened the imposter syndrome.
Girvan: A Place That Changed Everything
Three years ago, I moved to Girvan. Here, I found a welcoming creative community that encouraged and accepted me. Their support helped me realise that being creative isn’t something you earn—it’s part of who you are. Now I create because it feels natural, not because I need validation.
The Truth About Imposter Syndrome
I’m not Tracey Emin or Cindy Sherman, and that’s okay. I’m not an expert at social media or self‑promotion, but I’ve seen how powerful those tools can be for others. What I do know is this: there will always be people who value your work. There are homes where your art belongs. You don’t need permission to call yourself an artist.
A Note to Fellow Creatives
If you’re creative and struggle with imposter syndrome, remember this: your creativity is valid. Your work is enough. Someone out there will connect deeply with what you make. Keep creating, keep sharing, and trust that your art has a place in the world.